Knox Bible

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And now? Now I am a laughing-stock, even to younger men; a flock of such base breed as theirs sheep-dog of mine never tended!

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So profitless their puny strength, I would have let them die before ever they came to maturity.✻

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Starveling creatures, they should browse in the waste, unkempt, haggard and woe-begone,

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cropping mallow and tree-bark and juniper-root for their diet,

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and making great hue and cry after such dainties, as they pluck them from the hill-slopes!

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Barren ravine and cave and rock their dwelling-place,

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they were glad of so much shelter; a bramble thicket should be their welcome refuge.

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A senseless and a nameless breed, earth is well rid of them.

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O that I should be a song and a by-word on such lips as these!

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That they loathe and shun me, and make bold to spit in my face, being what they are!

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Now God has made me a mark for his archery, now he has put a bit in my mouth;

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when my fair spring was overcast by calamity,✻ every passer-by might throw me down; like a flood they swept over me,

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trampled down my path, took me unawares and overcame me, when there was none to bring rescue.

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One breach made, one gate forced, they might fall upon me all at once, and add their weight to my misery.

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All that I was, is gone, the ambition, the happiness that was mine swept away like clouds before the storm;

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my heart is dead within me, a prey to long despairs.

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By night, anguish racks my frame; sleepless the cares that consume me,

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their poison✻ seems to eat away the very garments I wear, clings fast about me like the collar of my coat.

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No better I than mud in the streets, little thought of as dust or ashes;

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unheard I cry to thee, unregarded I stand in thy presence;

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so hardened is thy heart, so pitilessly thy blows fall upon me.

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Didst thou exalt me, lift me so high in air, only to hurl me down in ruin?

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I know well enough that thou wilt bring me to the grave at last; it is the home thou hast appointed for all living men;

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but surely thou dost not exert thy power only to destroy, surely thou hast mercy on the fallen?

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I myself know what it is to pity the afflicted, to shed tears over human need!

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But no, hope I for better things, I hope in vain; ever deeper the darkness shews to eyes straining for the light.

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Still my heart is in turmoil, greeted still by fresh despairs;

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I go mourning, my face blacker than ever the sun’s heat made it, rise up in public, and claim audience for my wrongs;

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crying so dismally as if I had jackals✻ for my brothers, ostriches for my company.

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And all the while, fever to discolour this flesh, to shrivel this frame!

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What wonder if all, with me, is mourning and lament, if the music of harp and flute is heard no more?